So as you know, it is summer. The weather as of late has either been sweltering hot or rainy, and this has had quite a tool on my mood. Ive been feeling lazy and fatigued for no reason whatsoever, and Im mildly concerned that Im going to put on weight because of this. I guess the summer heat is just getting to me, or perhaps Im not getting enough oxygen. -_- In any case, I have been spending excessive amounts of time sitting around and much of this sitting around time has gone towards art. On the other hand, an equal portion and sometimes more has gone towards video games and anime watching, so I havent really completed all that much.
But really, I have been doing art. My problem right now is that Ive been lacking in motivation and Im feeling like I dont want to take on any big projects. I really do though, but in the back of my mind there is a voice saying I shouldnt. Perhaps thats an instinct left over from when I was flooded with school projects. Whatever the case, its getting in the way. >.< I just need to make myself start on these projects and then Id be able to work on them without a problem. Being at the camper cut off from most of my art supplies doesnt help much either. Oh well, at least Im not bored or depressed yet.
*sigh* Before I left school for the summer, I paid a visit to the art room. I suddenly found myself completely inspired and excited to work on all kinds of projects. At that moment Id realized why Im alive and what makes my life truly worth while. Theres something about the smell of paint, clay and newsprint that does that for me, and all though second semester when I wasnt taking art I had forgotten about it. Its not a feeling that comes easily, but when it does I feel like I could paint or colour or draw for hours. :3 But somehow that inspiration has washed away again. I wish I could get it back. -_-
Heh, somehow I managed to write up quite a lot. o_o Well, I doubt anyone has read the whole thing anyway.











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camping is intense
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If we were all followers, how would there be leaders?
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Ninjas came from Canada; Japan stole our idea.
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Home is where the heart is, so your real home's in your chest~
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After he got out of the body cast, eighteen months later, he sold his soul to aliens for a green balloon!
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My only regret is that I have Boneitis..
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I FOUND YOU!!!!
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Ninjas came from Canada; Japan stole our idea.
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Home is where the heart is, so your real home's in your chest~
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After he got out of the body cast, eighteen months later, he sold his soul to aliens for a green balloon!
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