Alrighty. I guess I should write some form of summer journal. There isn’t much to write about and I don’t really have the motivation to do so, but I will anyway. Let’s get started.

So as you know, it is summer. The weather as of late has either been sweltering hot or rainy, and this has had quite a tool on my mood. I’ve been feeling lazy and fatigued for no reason whatsoever, and I’m mildly concerned that I’m going to put on weight because of this. I guess the summer heat is just getting to me, or perhaps I’m not getting enough oxygen. -_- In any case, I have been spending excessive amounts of time sitting around and much of this sitting around time has gone towards art. On the other hand, an equal portion and sometimes more has gone towards video games and anime watching, so I haven’t really completed all that much.

But really, I have been doing art. My problem right now is that I’ve been lacking in motivation and I’m feeling like I don’t want to take on any big projects. I really do though, but in the back of my mind there is a voice saying I shouldn’t. Perhaps that’s an instinct left over from when I was flooded with school projects. Whatever the case, it’s getting in the way. >.< I just need to make myself start on these projects and then I’d be able to work on them without a problem. Being at the camper cut off from most of my art supplies doesn’t help much either. Oh well, at least I’m not bored or depressed yet.

*sigh* Before I left school for the summer, I paid a visit to the art room. I suddenly found myself completely inspired and excited to work on all kinds of projects. At that moment I’d realized why I’m alive and what makes my life truly worth while. There’s something about the smell of paint, clay and newsprint that does that for me, and all though second semester when I wasn’t taking art I had forgotten about it. It’s not a feeling that comes easily, but when it does I feel like I could paint or colour or draw for hours. :3 But somehow that inspiration has washed away again. I wish I could get it back. -_-

Heh, somehow I managed to write up quite a lot. o_o Well, I doubt anyone has read the whole thing anyway. Until next time, I’m done.